The day when i never wanted to dance

This is something that ever happen to me in the whole 12 years of my dancing journey. I have never said no when it comes to dance. I am a person who never cared about my health, exams or whatever. Dance was my first preference. But finally that day came when i never wanted to dance, i had not even imagined that such a day would come.

Yes it was December 11th 2011. It was because our show was in Nityananda's ashram and we were dancing for his birthday celebration.

Even after knowing the facts of him who would ever want to dance for such a person? It was a disgust for me to dance for such a person but it was a helpless situation as my Sir is a great follower of Nityananda.

With no mood i go to perform for the sake of it. There we reach his ashram. We were escorted well and treated well. Unfortunately for security reasons we had to wear a badge in which his photo was there. And i just could not wear it i felt dirty even for that card to touch me. I held it in my hand using the pin, walking all around the ashram with the guide we had a good laughter.

He is suppose to be a swami but the whole laughter was because he was dressed as a king with different costumes and clicked pictures in different poses. He was so self obsessed and each and every picture he looked funny. the expressions on his face my god we never could stop laughing. we controlled so much that as soon as we entered our rooms we laughed continuously for an hour or so.

Time for lunch- we were suppose to have our lunch also there and it dint even seem lke a lunch cos there were more than 25 items but had no taste.

Time for the show- Just went on as it had to go. I was never satisfied with my performance. when there is no complete involvement how can you expect a satisfaction?

The best part- the way he was dressed and the way he was sitting and watching us dance. he was dressed more than a kind. god only kno hw much of money he has scammed to be so rich and dress like a king.

The worst part- We had to go fall to his feet and take blessings after the show and i really dint want to do this. actually none of us wanted to but we were forced. i dint even bend down or touch him. i was so far off and he said "Bless you ma bless you". I was thinking in my mind "I never asked for it".

Finally- Everything was over and over all it was a comedy show. No camera was allowed for security reasons.

After effects in the tempo- Teasing him in his photos the way he dressed etc a complete bitching session. We said "No cameras are allowed cos the truth may again be revealed".